Sometimes it seems
as if the answer must be circles.It’s
comfortable and it fits, mostly, except when it comes to Man.
There are, of
course, seeming anomalies.It is
difficult not to agree with Rilke and his image of the animal looking out into
infinity: it has no sense of its own mortality, so everything is what it is now
and going on into the future – there’s the line progressing, going
forward.No circle there.But wait.It doesn’t need consciousness for the circle to be there, because it’s
there in the cycle of life and death, being born and growing and being hunted
and nourishing (its own or the hunter) and dying.And its own go on, the cycle endlessly
repeating; or there’s a shift as habitat evolves and then there’s more or less
or somewhere else, or subsumed within a larger cycle, but still the ring
encompasses.
So does the real
anomaly start with consciousness?This
anomaly of creation – Man –in which the
created stops being contained within the circle?That would mean no consciousness in
animalsCan that be true?Elephants show grief at loss –a sense too of knowing when their end is
coming, though that could be instinctive – , but a mourning at the death of one
of theirs?Chimpanzees too.That pain of a loss can only be the outcome of
a sense of something changed, which presupposes a sense of how things are and
were, a consciousness.
Consciousness.Awareness of how things are.That can’t be all.If it were, then elephants and probably
whales and dolphins would have broken out of nature’s cycle.Alright, no hands, no thumbs, no means to
grasp.But that doesn’t apply to
chimpanzees.No, there has to be
something else.Awareness of how things
are.But also awareness of how things
could be, if…And a how-things-could-be,
which is about more than physical needs, more than the invention of simple
tools.It’s a conceptual abstraction
which goes beyond the potential of immediate gain.Temporal, and spatial too.It can have others both as means and objects
– not always Maslow’s hierarchy.Could
it be, we do because we can?For
fun?That we do things and make things
and feel the frisson of wonder and excitement at the new and different – the
start of adventure, just for its own sake?Not for society, friends, family.(Even the telling of an adventure is self-centred.)
So empathy only came
later.And without empathy, morality is
always playing catch-up.
And if the breaking
out was just a game?But the rules were
broken and the circle compromised, so no going back, no mending?Only a vain attempt at containing, to find
some kind of moral code to cover the betrayal?Even now the fun can’t be resisted – we’ll find a way to extend our
life, or come back later, or colonise another solar rock – anything to prove
that we’re the exception to nature’s over-riding pattern, the circle.Until an arc ofmore massive dimension closes the greater
circle we did not see.